Well this morning I finally said those words in written format unfortunately it wasn't uttered face to face but the circumstance we ended up in weren't the best! it kinda sadens me but hey ho I have said them so at least he knows but to what extent i don't think he'll ever understand.
We had our usual skype session. Funnily i just got out of shower and whilst clossing my windows i heard a bing and thought i was my friend Sam as I told her give me an hour as I'll be showering etc but to my surprise it was JP, we had a nice lil chat before it turned sexual again. Then we agreed I'd go over to his. I really wanted a cuddle and mybe a kiss or two as I've had the most stressfull week and wanted some sweet company.
Anyway it turned sour in the end as I finally showed my annoyance at him. Obviously it didn't sound nice he didn't take it well.
...is what we make it to be.
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