Closure or Chapter 2?!

Well I finally told him my feelings. After a long email from both us opening up I now have profound affection and compassion towards this man, I am sooo glad I have approached him in such a way.

Now in terms of curing my limerence, maybe yes his answer by having said "I have no feelings for you in a romantic way. And I know I never will." perhaps cured that a litlle but everything now has shifted to the level of compassionate/spiritual love.

But am I mad in thinking that I feel a strong possibility that we are each others love/soul mate etc or I feel I'm there to enlighten him and that I shouldn't give up. I'm just wondering what level of awareness is he experiencing!?! Are these mad thoughts the symptom of limerence??

It is so hard to decipher my feelings towards him or just my state of emotions because I am highly aware of things conciously but also a high unconcious level is also giving me signs that I don't fully understand yet!
The past year and a half I have gone through some sort of spiritual development both intentionally and unintetionally, I know I've always concidered myself to be more self-aware than most but this is another entity.

Perhaps I've been over analising all the signs such as the number 3. I really don't know what its saying but it has strongly been present in a lot of things for the past year (i'm not going to go into all of the signs- but some have been very strong) and that JP is also 33 years old is another weird coincidence.
Anyway...
Oh my gosh hahaa.Well :) I've just had a very funny coincidence with the number 3 again juussst now right this minute!! hahaa now I'm just finding this funny. I'm not even kidding...
Okay so first let me say whats been happening whislt I was writting my reply to JP earlier this afternoon I wanted to listen to some music on youtube and couldn't decide what I was feeling musically then I remembered being told to listen to Jeff Buckley so I searched him and I was instantly attracted to his cover of Hallelujah which was beautiful. Listened to that and was drawn to the recomemded videos I had on the side which were Love Lost (reminded me of my blog, which is also the title he'd have for the exhibit of his buttons!),  Last Goodbye (possibly this closure? My friend used those exact words to ask my thoughts about this current sitution and I said "I'm not sure depends on his reply") & Grace (my second name). All of which had a strange link to what I was doing at the time.
Anyway the next song I listened to was The Temper Trap- Love Lost...




This song says my feelings I want to say to him, It is beautiful and precise. And I've never come across this song before now and to have at this moment is very coincidentally strange, I love how things falls into place and I take them all as signs. Now just going back to the weird sign I experienced just a moment ago. I wanted to know the lyrics to this song so I went onto one site and on the page an advert on the side flashed the number three right infront of me and this was right after I was just typing how weird I've had the number 3 as signs!! And as I read the lyrics it gave me slight chills.

Our love was lost
But now we've found it
Our love was lost
And hope was gone

Our love was lost
But now we've found it
And if you flash your heart
I won't deny it
I promise

I promise

Your walls are up
Too cold to touch it
Your walls are up
Too high to climb

I know it's hard
But I can still hear it beating
So if you flash your heart
I won't mistreat it
I promise

I promise

Our love was lost
In the rubble are all the things
That you've, you've been dreaming of
Keep me in mind
When you're ready
I am here
To take you every time

Oh, our love was lost
Lost, lost, lost, lost
Our love was lost
But now it's found