Sunday 7 April 2013

Do I deny when things are calling. I have four things that governs my life. 
In no particular order...
Heart - Mind - Spirit - Universe

Mind and Heart are mostly in my control.
Spirit and Universe are almost the little miracles that comes across my way that I have little say on its course it acts as guidance or hints in life. 

Right this moment I am really happy being single, I want to be and I am and I'm enjoying it. Only lately I am getting lots of interests and actually being asked out! Universe is this to test me? 
I love your randomness. 
As I'm just updating this which I rarely do and at this moment JP whats app me "Got more gloves" ...interesting. Right on time to remind me he is there when I start to forget about him.

As this blog is about my heart experience I shall tell whats been happening.

In this particular stage of life I thought I'd only entertain those who I more than just like. So I had a 'date' with a lovely guy called A....... We never mentioned the word date as such but I was asked out for some tea after meeting him randomly a few weeks back at a fashion event, wanting to "make it up" to me for missing each other at this Converse event he invited me to and so not surprisingly we have a few people in common. We spent nearly four hours at this cafe chatting about each other, getting to know, family life and also Love! He is young- 7 years younger!! Haa Didn't think he was that young.
Very mature for his age though and freakishly tall. Another big gap between us. 
In our convo he says he likes older girls and petite girls- hint hint. Had some flirtation comments going etc etc but I think thats it... 
He told me he currently loves this girl in New York that went nowhere. I told him a little bit about my recent endeavour and my recent huge relationship that both ended no where.
One of the last subject we touched on was Signs- "how do you read signs?" he asked. We laughed and looked at each other both owning up that we are unwise when it came to this. I wanted to say "Is this whole situation here a hint we like each other??" but no.
He didn't say this either.


Anyway it was lovely and I don't know what to make of it as I never freaking know what to do when guys show interest because now I'm more guarded than ever!  

He is cute, aesthetically he is someone I'd go for, we shall see how this unfolds. :D