Ohh he's waking up so to speak! I can feel it... :)
Must tell F**** that I no longer feel the need to shake him or slap him! Haha
...is what we make it to be.
Tuesday 9 October 2012
Sunday 7 October 2012
Okay this weekend has been full of love and wonderment! Just spent the night at my friends with her lovely two kids. The love that emits in that house is strong they just needed to realise it.
Just a quick note to say I spoke to P*** earlier and after I got off the bus, literally as the doors open and I stepped out I spotted right infront of me a white button, I texted
"Haha well as I stepped out off the bus I was greeted by a white button! Happy days. :)"
in which he replied ":) I need to give you your gloves."
and weirdly enough on the same road I found two more buttons just moments apart! I suppressed myself from telling him because he might think I was being too far fetched. I didn't like having to hold back some truth from him but those white lies are good, I didn't want to overwhelm him yet.
And when he told me he needs to give my gloves, just moments after I found 2 gloves on Spencer Park!! that is amazing!! :)
I then followed his reply with...
"Ah yes. Well whenever you're free to meet. :)"
and added "Or send them!"
But he suggested and asked "Maybe in a couple of weeks if you're free? Have you still got any buttons for me?"
"Ah yes I have lots!! And also more but I'm still wondering whether I should also give you the ones I've been collecting for myself though. Hmm I'll think about it..."
"Couple of weeks I've nothing planned yet so yeah we'll see closer to the time."
He replied "Well I'll be very grateful for any you give me :) ok maybe next thursday lunchtime?"
"Okay I'll pencil you in on my diary! Haha ;)"
Just a quick note to say I spoke to P*** earlier and after I got off the bus, literally as the doors open and I stepped out I spotted right infront of me a white button, I texted
"Haha well as I stepped out off the bus I was greeted by a white button! Happy days. :)"
in which he replied ":) I need to give you your gloves."
and weirdly enough on the same road I found two more buttons just moments apart! I suppressed myself from telling him because he might think I was being too far fetched. I didn't like having to hold back some truth from him but those white lies are good, I didn't want to overwhelm him yet.
And when he told me he needs to give my gloves, just moments after I found 2 gloves on Spencer Park!! that is amazing!! :)
I then followed his reply with...
"Ah yes. Well whenever you're free to meet. :)"
and added "Or send them!"
But he suggested and asked "Maybe in a couple of weeks if you're free? Have you still got any buttons for me?"
"Ah yes I have lots!! And also more but I'm still wondering whether I should also give you the ones I've been collecting for myself though. Hmm I'll think about it..."
"Couple of weeks I've nothing planned yet so yeah we'll see closer to the time."
He replied "Well I'll be very grateful for any you give me :) ok maybe next thursday lunchtime?"
"Okay I'll pencil you in on my diary! Haha ;)"
Thursday 4 October 2012
JP tried to ring me today but I missed it and so I got a text that said...
"Yes I'm happy to be friends :)"
I felt so happy! I wanted to call straight away but was feeling apprehensive of the thought, in a good way. He was making me feel nervous with butterflies. Anyway I did but got no answer so I texted back...
"Yay :) that's cool."
"Yes I'm happy to be friends :)"
I felt so happy! I wanted to call straight away but was feeling apprehensive of the thought, in a good way. He was making me feel nervous with butterflies. Anyway I did but got no answer so I texted back...
"Yay :) that's cool."
Monday 1 October 2012
This sings out to me from P***. I do love him so. I don't know if I should be persistant with my feelings?? I get this sense that I understand him so much and I've said this all along to myself that I will be there when he is ready.
I've come to a weird conclusion that I should contact this Peter Green...
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