It's misty out. And it's that Autumn breeze and the sound of rustling leaves that's making me want to be wraped up warm and close around a lovers arm. But nay, it'll remain as a day dream for now.
Sad and lonely times. It's funny. I think it but I don't really feel it. Does this mean I'm really a cold hearted person? I like the idea of romance but I'm not really seeking it at the moment maybe I've had it for such a long time I've become almost untouched by emotions of love. Maybe this is how I'm dealing with my breakup and how I know best to cope with heart ache which is to just not feel emotion at all!
Who knows but it is sad none the less. I hope this won't last and permanently make me this way. I bloody hope not. It took me a while to become a lovey dovey person.
I do miss it... The company of a lover as well as being a best friend.
Thoughts of a long haired man with ginger beared. Sexy.
On that note I have been particularly attracted to hairy men lately not in a the form of a neanderthal but the long haired kind and specially ginger at that.
Something like this man....
Johnny Harrington you are my current crush.
My boyfriend... my ex-boyfriend (still need to get used to that) kinda had a ginge beard. To be honest he had some special hybrid facial hair with blonde and brunette mixed in there too.
Anyway are there any other ladies who feel attracted to this kind of man? It's one of those secret crushes that you don't really want to mention to anyone. Embarrasing crush, that's what it is. So yeah I have been drawn towards that colour of late. There must be something in the air or something I've been eating for the past few months that my attaction to this usually outcasted group has grown.
I guess it's one of those things that just became subconsciously instilled in my everyday life until I became to really like it. I loved M.I.A's video Born Free which was later on created into a full length French film 'Our Day Will Come' with Oliver Barthelemy, it's all about ginger revolution! A must see if you are a suppressed ginger or a ginger lover like me.
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