Hahaa currently watching Bridget Jones Diary. This makes me think of my relationship with men.
Silly, stupid men, and that goes for women too I guess, both for not knowing how to express their undying love. Also for not taking it well. YEP, prime example typing here. But all the awkwardness is what makes the story more charming I guess.

So...       :D

Umm, quickly mention.

Thoughts of him and also the idea of the next...

A*** is so good in bed! Foxy, Sexy X
I miss his touch.
I miss the way he'd carry me across to his bed from the sofa.
The time we found ourselves on the floor as we couldn't quite make it.


BUT the bastard! He's sorting himself out.
"I need to sort my stuff out."
"It's been a really bad time for me." 
"I'm really worried about my mental state right now."

And there is more to the revelation!! I will post another time.

KAPOW!

SO- Once again! Fell in love then - BAM - unrequited. Hark.
"You're a cool girl… but just not in love with" was the- BAM! There goes another knock.
Argh where am I going wrong?!! HAHA I'm laughing inside cos this is becoming a broken record on repeat. Well, only twice.

Actually lets be honest here, I think I know where I'm going wrong.

I sleep with them, do all this elusive, nonchalant act but deep inside I really like them- A LOT, and then it fizzles and then I get caught up in the emotional net we call Romantic Love and they are not, etc etc etc etc
Well there is more into it than that but to me I guess that's what makes Love so addictive!

So the story goes I sleep with them, practically on the second date or meet. BUT I only sleep with guys that I really like and see a potential in. Yes, I make quick decisions like that and yes I can because I'd like to think I know myself!!!
Apart from one guy who I did a one night with - which I kinda feel… not regret, but… bad cos I think he liked me and I just used him :-/ That in itself s another story.
And I'm proud to say that I can still count my lovers with one hand!

So anyway, my third lover. A***! He is pretty cool but a "dickhead" (his words, not mine).
It's been so long since I wrote here that I feel there's been such a big gap in what has been happening in my love life.
I am soo excited to share!

So who is this guy?! I will continue it another day...