Change of perspective. Above was my previous heading. Since mentioning this blog to the one who is responsible for its very existence- it is no longer mystical.
HIYA!
And the fact that I felt comfortable mentioning it meant I no longer felt embarrassed about how I felt as I knew it wasn't going anywhere so it was my way of saying 'this is how I truly felt about you.' and yes welcome to my insanely weird obsessive nature!
Unfortunately my thoughts on this matter from now on will be hiding in the crevice of my heart.
SO now I shall see how this heart of mine develops in the coming year. I have a lot of love still to give no matter how often it is drained or toyed with. "You're churning the wrong engine." was an advice from a friend. I think she's right.
There are just so many beautiful things that are worth appreciating in this world that you can't help falling for- so why dwell and be disheartened with the bad.
